| Jun. 5th, 2006 @ 11:28 am Time for a change I guess |
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Current Location: Work
Current Mood:  nostalgic
Current Music: Beck
So I got word from my Landlord late Saturday evening that she needed to come clean with me about something. She told me that she was not in the business to rent for money and her mortgage and HOA dues had just gone up to 900 a month. She had just closed on her house and has to be out by the end of June. I can't afford to pay 900 a month for a 1 bedroom townhome and drive to work from uptown to Plano every day. So I must yet again move back north. It was good while it lasted. I crashed and burned and picked up the pieces again while living in this place. Gonna suck to leave it. I saw the last of Tad and got the news of his death here. I fell in and out of love with Bear and watched him get sober. I finally got to be on my own in this place away from my parents, away from roommates, away from what I am used to. A new freedom, a new sobriety, a new loneliness but a new closeness to God. I am now moving towards a new strange place, it is the same as it once was. My sister lived there 10 years ago. I can remember riding there with my mother to pick her up the day she was getting married. That is one of the reasons I picked this place. It has good memories, no bad ones of me. I had problems when I was driving around looking for places of flooding bad memories. This one had none so I held on to the good memories I had here. Now I just need to get approved! |
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